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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Weekend Re-cap:

 

 

 

    On my way home Friday afternoon, I had worked myself up into a really bad mood. I decided since Nathan and I didn't have immediate plans, to take a nap. So I went up stairs and turned the fan on next to the bed. I needed  both the air to be moving and the noise distraction. I stripped my shirt off leaving me in just a wife beater and jeans as I had ditched the shoes when I walked in the door.  My head hit the pillow, and my subconscious quickly took over.

    My dream took me back more then a few years. Although I don't remember it all I do recall a neighbor feeding me magic mushrooms she had hidden in some cake.  My eyes sight became that of looking through liquid.  Everything became different shades of rainbow colors. My auditory senses slowed to picking up sounds, hell everything seemed to slow down. I was suddenly aware of her (the neighbor's) hand sliding down the front of my jeans. She was after more then just getting my high without my awareness. It was then that Nathan brought me back into reality, waking me up with a gentle nudge. My nephew and a friend were in the living room. Wheew... that was close. In my dream I was having little success in fighting her off in the state I was in.

 

   So when I actually got to sleep Friday night I was swept into a very emotionally charged dream. Gut wrenching sobs left me exhausted when I woke.  I went the makeshift desk I have in our bedroom and wrote the following:

Money talks
Dollars scream
Pennies cry

What in the world?   I have no clue, but what I do recall of the dream has become a future story line.

 

Nathan & Cara

  "Nathan and Cara at the office picnic"  Sorry, I just liked this picture.

  Saturday Nathan and I took off to his home town to visit friends he went to high school with. Some of them he hadn't seen in about over fifteen years. We spent the night in his home town and then visited with his parents for Fathers Day. All in all it was a very pleasant couple of days.  It's a little late, and the morning will creep up on me quickly so I'm heading to bed. Hopefully to rest.

D-rd

     I hope the week starts out well for you all. Peace.....

 

 

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dreams are weird
Posted 6/21/2009 11:46 PM by Jillycarmel Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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our bedroom= you and Nathan? He's a cute guy and looks talented. I don't usually have meaningful dreams that i remember. I usually just go to sleep and then wake up. But sometimes I have freaky ones. It helps when you have someone there to talk to. It would suck to wake up to emptiness.
Posted 6/22/2009 1:56 AM by masecam - reply

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Dreams work out things we can't when we are awake and they rarely have anything to do with what the dream is about.  I am thinking you could have been having this dream on the living room sofa with your guests watching.


It was so good to see you all.  Love you, Bob

Posted 6/22/2009 8:04 AM by michigay Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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Oh wow Matthew-what bad dreams you had ! I hate when I do that because all the next day they stay in my mind all day. I hoe you have some peaceful sleep this week.


Love the photos but I want to know how you got that close to the ground to get the flower and the road--I have tried it but with out laying down in the road to get the camera that low it never works for me !!


Have a peaceful week--lova ya bunches

Posted 6/22/2009 8:42 AM by Maggietx1 Xanga Premium Member - reply

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I almost never remember my dreama any more. Just those I have when I am half-awake and stalling getting up, and those usually have something to do with missing the school bus. (Oh. My. God. Now what do we do???):sunny: 
Posted 6/22/2009 8:49 AM by Mommacakes Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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interesting dream...maybe something you ate?? :spinning: you already know i love this pic of Nathan! :heartbeat:
Posted 6/22/2009 11:41 AM by Southland Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Crazy dreams! And...a wife beater, huh? I'm wearing one now. It's too hot for anything else...

I really enjoyed this post, Matt. Take care!
Posted 6/22/2009 2:47 PM by Viewtiful_Justin Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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OMG Nathan is sooo fine. I know you already know that....but HOLY SHIT.
Posted 6/22/2009 3:24 PM by delaferriere Xanga True Member - reply

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That's a really nice picture of Nathan and Cara. I'm curious about this dream of yours.
Posted 6/22/2009 5:47 PM by Strangebrain - reply

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@Jillycarmel - my dreams, specially this one the other night are vivid. Scary how much so..:laugh:


@masecam - Nathan and I have been together for fifteen years. I am lucky to be able to roll over and put my arm around him, there is a lot of comfort in that.  :heartbeat:


@michigay - Bob, it was a treat to have you around again. I always enjoy laughing with you. :sunny:


@Maggietx1 - Dear friend, I was almost laying on the ground.. Ha. Lucky for me it was a road not used often. :wink:


@Mommacakes - I woke with the greatest story ever written wandering around in my head only to have it disappear in the mere seconds it took me to find my note pad.  Funny how that happens. Ugh....  :wha:


@Southland -  I tried to trace my odd dreams back to food, but I really hadn't eaten anything out of the ordinary, at least not to me. :lookaround:


@Viewtiful_Justin -  I seldom wear the wife beater without having a shirt over it, but it was just Nathan and I in the house. It really isn't a pretty sight... lol :)


@delaferriere -  Your comment literally made me laugh... (I am indeed a lucky guy).  Big hugs  :wave:


@Strangebrain - Perhaps over coffee.. (or sushi) we can discuss... :)

Posted 6/23/2009 7:38 AM by bleuzeus Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Once the picture was taken did you blow on the dandelions? I used to love doing that as a kid, until I got big enough and had to dig them out of the yard!
Posted 6/23/2009 10:23 AM by BLB Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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hmmm...those I appreciate?  Well, Matthew, that would mean you :sunny:


I love the pictures you put up on here.  The one of Nathan and Cara is wonderful and I really like the dandelions next to the dirt road. 


So, the dream....


Was it a distant memory that surfaced or just a dream?  Pretty wild.  And then so much emotion with it.  I hope you have some fun dreams tonight.  No more nightmares.

Posted 6/23/2009 10:49 PM by S2Know Xanga Premium Member - reply

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I hope your future dreams will be a lot more peaceful.
Posted 6/24/2009 11:00 PM by ElusiveWords Xanga True Member - reply

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I love the first picture.
It was captured at the right time, and I can feel the mood of the moment.
Posted 6/25/2009 12:06 PM by Wangium - reply


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